dOLL.....!

Today no qurrel, no excited, no hot....

Because.....

I never concern you....

You never concern me....

Ok....

Even though you ask me this morning....

"U have problem with me?"

If you really pity me..

Please don't tell me anymore stories...

Really so painful....

Please don't give me anymore consulation prizes....

I can't take it...

Since You don't care me anymore...

Why you still want to be something on me...

I know what is in your mind....

Remember.....!

I'm not your DOLL.....!

Painful....

I don't want to know anything.....You break my heart.....!

Recover......!

She told me want see me for while....

Can't lah dear.....

Please try not to make me sad again...

Please don't play on me....

Please don't play with my love......

If you don't love me anymore....

Please go lah...I'll not stop you...

Let me heart myself....

Let me painful myself....

Don't turn and look at to me.....

Understand........................!

Since you get somebody in your heart....

You should not make me hurt....

I love you so much....

Please don't just give consulation prize....

Your mind is already some where...

Please try not to pity on me....

I am not kind of person.....

Please go honey....

I will never blame on you...

Because.......!

Why I so silly...!

I just come back from work...

I feel still no fresh....

What happen to me...

I can't accept anymore this girl.....?????

Why...?....?....?...

Coz......

She has one more boyfriend...?

Never mind lah...

She still love me lae...

Today she give one present....

So nice....Thanks a lot dear....

I feel look like happy...

bUT.....

Actually....No........,

Why....Why....Why.....?

I love you so much.....

BUT...

I really hurt....

Everyday....no mood to work....

I only want to go back to my mother....

Where's my place...!

Just comeback from outside...

Find the house...very tired...,

Now i feel so lonely...

Why i always so stress now a days...?

Why i still thinking about her....?

She has no more heart for me...!

She don't care all the time to me...!

So.....

Just don't think about her...

Just don't disturb to her....

Just let her happy....

Ok.....

Don't think anymore...

Still she love me or not.....!

I find my way to reduce my stress....

Oke....e....e...e.

now....I go to the club.....

Drink beer.....

Enjoy overthere.....

Just freedom myself....

Just go.....don't think about her anymore.......Byeeeeee

Morning.....bUt....!

I just wake up

I'm not so fresh..

last night drink too much...

becoz of you....!

so heavy in my mind..

Mrng dear...she's working...

sorry....today also i can't treat you well..

i can't trust you anymore....

you only want to play arround me...

why can't be good morning for me...

why i must be sad....

Nooooooo....

I never sad...

bUt.............!

I want to go back to my mother....

Momm.....can i come back to you....?

Please give me something...

Now i'm so stress.....

Nobody can help me.....

Nobody share with me.....

What am I going to do?

Ehhhhhhhhhhh............

I don't care lah......

I go and bath now....!

How to opposite Tomorrow?!?

I'll give up....!

since last one month ago...

till now....

I really disappointed myself

I've problem with manager

she has new boyfriend and happy overthere..

she don't care me...

But....

I must not silly....

I must be able to accept..

I must be able to back up my life..

I must be able to satisfied myself...

I must be able to peace of my life....

I must be able to let her happy...

I must be able to glad for her...

I must be able to forgive her.....

I must be able to make it everything....

because I love you.....

but.....

I was very very afraid to love her some more.....

What am I going to do Dear....

should I say "I'm sorry"....

Take care Dear....

I really so scare....!

I'mmmmmmmmmmm