I'll give up....!

since last one month ago...

till now....

I really disappointed myself

I've problem with manager

she has new boyfriend and happy overthere..

she don't care me...

But....

I must not silly....

I must be able to accept..

I must be able to back up my life..

I must be able to satisfied myself...

I must be able to peace of my life....

I must be able to let her happy...

I must be able to glad for her...

I must be able to forgive her.....

I must be able to make it everything....

because I love you.....

but.....

I was very very afraid to love her some more.....

What am I going to do Dear....

should I say "I'm sorry"....

Take care Dear....

I really so scare....!

I'mmmmmmmmmmm